I saw this thread when there were no replies, but kept silent because I didn't know what to write or how to write it. A few days on I think I've got there. It's very hard to penetrate the masks that people put on, to really see through into them. I have someone that I'm just dying to speak to completely openly, but they've become unreachable for some reason, and I have no avenue right to reach them right now. This strengthens my resolve to speak openly when we can. I didn't know Lord of Laziness as I've never been a Battlefield guy, but it's sad to see and hear of a colossal loss of hope. May he be at peace, and fare better in whatever life comes next.